You may know how I usually claim to be the most understandible man in the human history. Well, that's under a question now, as I am starting to doubt how well I understand people. When you know someone for a very long time, you may begin taking understanding for granted. You may even start taking it for granted if you don't know them long, but you think that you know them well. And then you start making assumptions about things, things you think you both understand the same way, and it just isn't so. And you go along for a few weeks, thinking that you two are on the same page, then you start noticing that the other person's reactions are not always what you've expected and then you realize that you are nowhere close to understanding what the other person has in mind. And you go: "FUCK! Where did I go wrong?" and you go back and talk, and get on the same page and you will never be on the same level of assumed understanding again.
Well, I am now stuck right where I am supposed to say the F-word. And I am stuck because I don't use words like that, and I frankly don't know where to go next.