Rejected by the people...|
Well... On the unrelated note: when I got home tonight, I sat down and re-read the Neverending Story. Great book. Still no Pandallo in there... As I was reading I had a wish. Then it came true. She called, I came. Then it stopped coming true. I wasn't carefull enough and we had a chat that only ended about half an hour ago. We'll just stay friends. I guess. That plan never worked before... Not sure that I want to talk about it now. Or ever. That does mean that I am now fully available. Although that also means that I will have to adjust myself a bit and probably shut myself in even more. I can see a lot of pain in other people in the near future. Guess that is my fault. Too bad... Now to bed. Eyes are wet and the remaining night is very very short. I really don't want to ever wake up. And I will now be always too busy for very many things. Such am I. I was once told my future, so far it holds accurate - completely unpredictable.
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Chizh - Na pole tanki grohotali (russianrock.com)